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A realisation I came to the other day
May. 17th, 2020 05:34 pmA great many people in isolation: horny af. Folornly looking forward to the day it is reasonable to go on a tindr/grindr spree. Envying the Dutch their government advice to singles (vis, establish temporarily monogamous fuckbuddy agreements).
Me: Sort of vaguely remembers that sex was nice? Was supposed to be something I was going to... prioritise... not forget about (again). Have to actively *work* to consume a fictional sex scene.
However: urgently, aimlessly yet desperately seeking Just The Right essay about sex. It must be out there somewhere. The essay that will provide combination validation and brain-rearranging insight! That will reshape my thoughts on sexuality and provide a sense of authenticity at the same time!
...
This is somehow the most Me mental state to have got into, geez.
Me: Sort of vaguely remembers that sex was nice? Was supposed to be something I was going to... prioritise... not forget about (again). Have to actively *work* to consume a fictional sex scene.
However: urgently, aimlessly yet desperately seeking Just The Right essay about sex. It must be out there somewhere. The essay that will provide combination validation and brain-rearranging insight! That will reshape my thoughts on sexuality and provide a sense of authenticity at the same time!
...
This is somehow the most Me mental state to have got into, geez.
