highlyeccentric: (Sydney Bridge)
Music: More of the same, with the addition of The Chicks (formerly the Dixie Chicks, good on them for changing it) 2020 album 'Gaslighter'. I quite like this one:






Podcasts, Live Lectures, and Audio Fiction:

Fiction:
  • I finally caught up with the Penumbra Podcast! I was stalled over the holiday special episode, because it involved people EMBARRASSING THEMSELVES aaargh. Including Damian embarrassing himself by just being Damian. I could probably write a character as irritatingly devout as Damian and not be irritated by him, but he's very difficult to be audience to.
  • Paradise Lost: Sin and Death have descended into the mortal plane. God continues to be an absolute arse. The earth has been tilted on its axis, unless of course the heavens have been tilted around it. So it goes in book 10.
  • Starship Iris: With the Penumbra under control, I have turned my attentions to Starship Iris s2: The Mini Episode was a good plot refresher.


  • Non-fiction:
  • The Spouter Inn: I listened through both the episode on Hemingway's A Moveable Fest, and the special guest episode on Hemmingway generally. I enjoyed the latter in particular, with its gossipy tone, special notes on Hemmingway's thing for Fitzgerald's dick. And I enjoyed guest Simone de Rochefort's enormous enthusiasm for Hemmingway and the way she held that *as well as* knowing he's an arse. I dunno, often people seem to be... soberly appreciative of his Literature and the 'well I know he's an arse but' part comes off as either weak, or sort of implying *other* people should Move Past It. Whereas de Rochefort's bubbly fannish enthusiasm exists with an 'oh god Ernest you trash man' sense, her conflict isn't *in the fact she likes it* but only in terms of her concern that her enthusiasm will lead her not inconsiderable following to think *they* should like Hemmingway too. ANYWAY. I liked it. I also really liked the episode on MK Fisher's How To Cook A Wolf, which I still haven't read but which has definitely been having a comeback of sorts in the last few years - every few months some outlet or other will run a piece on it. None I'd read so far mentioned what a cool and alternative life MK Fisher lead, though, so that was new and cool.
  • A Bit Lit (youtube series): Andy Kesson with Rose Biggin and Keir Cooper re their Midsummer Nights Dream novel 'Wild Time', very good, do recommend. And Andy Kesson with Julia Ftatek on trans readings of 18th century (English) literature. Have you ever considered that Gulliver's Travels might encode some form of dysphoria? Julia has. Also good, also recommend.





  • Some miscellaneous links:

  • Eric Levitz (NY Mag), The Game Stop Rally exposed the perils of 'meme populism'. This was a nice antidote to the person on my twitter feed who was convinced Stonks were the awakening of class consciousness.
  • Michel Summer, twitter comic, Interview with Beowulf. I want copies of this to send to Many People.
  • Franki Cookney (The Overthinkers Guide To Sex), How NOT to start a conversation about sex. On the weird but apparently common phenomenon of (straight) men approaching (straight) women on dating apps with unsolicited explicit kink propositions.
  • Dr Rachel Clarke (Guardian UK, Books), I've been called Satan: On abuse of Drs during the COVID crisis.
  • Michael Beckerman and Katherine Lebouw (New Fascism Syllabus, Dec 2020), In support of difficult history: Open letter in support of Anna Hájková, regarding the ethics investigation she was facing at Warwick. I read this as background after hearing that the investigation found against her. Hájkoá, whose piece at Notches I read some time ago, is a Holocaust researcher, whose book on Thereisenstadt details a coercive relationship between a Jewish inmate and a female guard (as well as with a male guard at Auschwitz). The inmate's daughter first sued her under a German law that protects the reputation of the dead (usually, the dead in question are former Nazis); the court found her research was within reason, but ordered her to use a pseudonym for the woman. Subsequently, she was fined because she was unable to scrub all uses of the woman's name from the internet. Although her research had ethics approval from Warwick all along, the daughter brought complaints to the university, and the university found against Hájková. The press coverage was pretty sensationalist (amongst other things, the press reports say Hájkova asserted a 'lesbian relationship' - Hájková avoids the word lesbian for very good reason), and I'm still unsure what the consequences of the Warwick decision are.
  • Rachel Handler (GrubStreet), De Cecco Finally Reveals What the Heck Is Going On With Its Bucatini. Follow-up to the all important pasta exposé of late December.
  • Jennifer Down (Meanjin Blog), What I'm Reading. This piece, one of many in the identically-titled series Meanjin run, is about struggling to read in the pandemic. Big Mood. I really appreciate Jennifer's bloody-minded determination to re-teach herself how to read, though, using pomodoros and reading in French because the effort keeps her engaged. I often feel like my tracking and monitoring and goals-based reading, for both fun and work, is... sad, somehow. It's nice to know it works for others, too.
  • Jinghua Qian (Feminist Writers Festival), Walking away, backwards; or, woman-lite in women's lit. On being a nonbinary writer.
  • The entire Howl Round Theatre Commons series Staging Gendered Violence.
  • Alison Phipps (European Journal of Culture Studies, 2021, issue/vol unclear), White tears, white rage: Victimhood and (as) violence in mainstream feminism. Contentious online; pretty valid if you read the whole thing instead of just the abstract. I do think the first part, on the #metoo movement, needed a little extra framing - both author and journal should have predicted it would be received as 'author says #metoo accusations are White Tears'. I think what's underlying this is the author is fundamentally sceptical of the movement, as one that insofar as it provides a movement for women does so through 'politics of injury' - that's the whole Wendy Brown section - but that definitely needed more space.
  • Jules Gill-Peterson (Sad Brown Girl blog), Fight or Flight in six acts (cn: trans medical trauma).
  • highlyeccentric: My face, in a close-up capturing my glasses down (glasses selfie)
    As you may have gathered, I've been on a deadline lately, finalising my book proposal for the-book-from-the-PhD. It's no longer Book-OF-the-PhD, it's changed so much I'm starting to doubt the validity of the bit of paper that says 'Docteur es Lettres'. As sometimes happens when I'm in academic-stress-hyperfocus, I hit a point where I could stop what I was doing and do something else, but I couldn't do *nothing*, and reading unrelated fiction felt like nothing. So I've consumed a LOT of podcasts lately, while crocheting.

    Music Notes: Last Listening Post I noted I had become obsessed with The Longest Johns. Shortly after that post I bought 'Between Wind and Water', the album with Wellerman on it; and last week I bought 'Cures What Ails Ya', which has a lot more comic songs.

    It also contains 'Fire and Flame', which, by the baffling (if you live in Switzerland) line 'The Mont Blanc was gone and the town with it too', suddenly lurched out of Nice Background Ballad to setting off a deep Wikipedia dive re the Halifax Explosion mid-week.



    Since I submitted the proposal I've been listening to Dessa's orchestral live album 'Sound the Bells' a lot.




    Podcasts and similar:

    Fiction:
  • Paradise Lost (The Devil's Party podcast): Finally finished Bk 9, and am into Bk 10, as far as where the Son descends to seek the pair out. Still loving Anthony Oliveira's discussion sections, although I really do think he's under-estimating the extent to which Eve Is Right, Actually.
  • Lightspeed Magazine: both Ann of Rags (P.H. Lee) and Miss Beulah's braiding and life change salon (Eden Royce). Both brilliantly narrated. Ann of Rags is fairy-tale like, but inverts fairy-tale logics. Really great use of repetition that works incredibly well read aloud but might be a bit heavy-handed on the page. Miss Beulah's Braiding and Life Change Salon is an urban-fantasy type slice of life, which does a great job with slowly revealing to the reader bit by bit how far the world of the story diverges from ours.


  • Non-fiction:
  • The Spouter Inn: I finished the Odyssey episode and enjoyed the bonus with Emily Wilson. I then got through all three of the 'Philosophical novels(?)' block - Middlemarch, Hayy ibn Yaqzan, and The Blazing World, and the bonus episodes with experts on Middlemarch and The Blazing World. I kind of wished there had been a bonus expert for Hayy ibn Yaqzan, because not only was that the book for which I had least context, it also showed that that was the book for which the two hosts, Suzanne Conklin Akbari and Chris Piuma, had the least expertise. Of the three, Middlemarch was the only one I'd read; I was fascinated by Dr Akbari's dislike of Dorothea - I need to read again to see if my own perspective on her changes as I grow older. What was obvious though was that I had missed a lot ABOUT Dorothea, and many other characters, along the way. The Blazing World I'm pretty sure I don't want to read right now but I really appreciated having highlights pulled out, and having the philosophical commentary in the expert bonus episode. Clearly I do not know enough about the 17th cenutry. Hayy ib Yaqzan I'm filing in the back of my head: I'm sure one day it will come in handy as a counterpoint to some kind of medieval Xn text.
  • Histoire Vivante: I'm two episodes in to a five-parter on Imperial Rome. Mostly for the purposes of picking up vocab, it's a general survey and not telling me anything I don't know, but it's telling me it in French.





  • Some links of possible interest:
  • Thomas Stevens (SwissInfo), The talented Ms Highsmith's life in "club like" Switzerland. Nothing complex, but I didn't know she'd lived here. Nor did I know about her vehement racism and antisemitism, although those are only briefly mentioned in this piece.
  • Suzanne M Harvey (UCL Researchers in Museums blog, 2012), How did man lose his penis bone? Don't tell me you haven't wondered.
  • Alan Cleaver (The Beyonder), Rediscover our ancient coffin paths. Now I want to walk a coffin path.
  • Amanda Mull (The Atlantic), The pandemic is resetting casual friendships. I think this is less marked for me because so MANY of my 'weak ties' are social media based anyway, and because I've moved so much that I'm used to weak ties disappearing quickly. But it's definitely A Thing.
  • John Grindrod (The Social), Last Night a Bookshop Saved My Life: a love letter to Gay's The Word
  • highlyeccentric: Teacup - text: while there's tea there's hope (while there's tea there's hope)
    Like everyone else on the internet, I am this week Into Sea Shanties. Of course, if you know me, this is a regular phase of my music consumption anyway.

    Also like everyone else I am very much enamoured of The Wellerman (the versions TikTok is singing are based on The Longest Johns arrangements, which is great; link here goes to the Wellington Sea Shanty Society, who are under-rated. Another popular version is out there by the Norfolk Broads, but I'm less of a fan - it's got a less cool set of lyrics).

    The important thing is, this has introduced me to The Longest Johns. Behold, my new favourite not-traditional shanty:



    And, proving Spotify is good for something, listening to the Longest Johns brought me, via algorithim, to The Misbehain' Maidens, whose more recent albums... comic filk-folk? Songs with titles like 'Dumb ways to con' and 'Slytherins are Misunderstood'. Their first album is more comic-indie-folk though:



    I'm rather iffy about 'Cathouse Tragedy' on the same album - seems to be a folkie cover of a song by one Aurelio Voltaire? But idek there's a bit much 'you better check under that skirt' and jokes about albinos and so on in there for me.




    Podcasts:
  • Magnus Archives: Finished S2! I didn't resent the plotty final episodes as much as I did those at end of S1, either. I'm taking a good break now, to catch up on other things, but I suspect I'll be back.
  • Other fiction: Picked up a Lightspeed Magazine episode at random, and can heartily recommend The Bone Stag Walks, by KT Briskie: I suspect it listens better than it reads. Meanwhile, I'm up to 'The Devil in the Sunlight' with The Penumbra (Second Citadel), about halfway through the second episode. Quanyii manipulating little innocent Olala is distressing to me!
  • Literary: Some more puttering progress on Paradise Lost; listened to the Spouter Inn bonus episode for The Tempest; and am partway through the Odyssey episode of same.
  • Historical: Listened through both parts of Forgotten Australia's The Plague of 1900 double parter. I really respect Michael Murray's archival work, and enjoy his storytelling style, but just occasionally - in this case, as he's describing New Year's Day 1900 in Sydney, and the headlines and the mood of the town, vis a vis the Boer War - he's not nearly as critical of the glories of Empire as he ought to be. I know he CAN report historical mores without ventriloquising them, because he pulled that off when describing The Australian Star's advance finger-pointing at 'filthy Chinese and poor whites', so I'm left with... he doesn't think our role in the Boer war is WORTH problematising. Ulp. NEVERTHELESS, in terms of pandemic logistics, public health policy, and so on, this is a timely pair of episodes.





  • Some links:

  • Anne Connolly (ABC News, Aus), Thousands die waiting for already approved home care packages. My grandfather just had an excellent experience with dying at home with a home care package; I am sad, but somehow not surprised, that this isn't the dominant experience.
  • Katie Heaney (The Cut), The Controversy Behind the False Memory Syndrome Foundation. I actually didn't realise there was anything modern behind this, I thought it was all recycled Freud. Alas, no.
  • Alison Wishart (Provenance issue 9, 2010, web version 2020), The turbulent history of 'Our Cookery Book'. TL;DR successful career domestic arts teacher publishes cookbook in early 20th century, ALL HELL BREAKS LOOSE.
  • Jeff Sparrow (Overland), The Atrocity Exhibition (re Australian war crimes)
  • Amanda Mull (The Atlantic), Is Quarantine giving you headaches, back pain and more?
  • Christine Hume (Electric Lit), 10 feminist retellings of mythology
  • Hari Nef (Art Forum), Openings: Nash Glynn. A trans femme reviewer reviews a trans woman's art. The art is pretty damn neat.
  • Traci Brimhall (Guernica), The Grief Artist. Part review of a project involving dried flowers from a funeral, part memoir.
  • Roni Horn (The Paris Review), The cold blood of Iceland.
  • Rosa Boshier (Guernica), The loneliest city. On the photography of Laura Aguilar.
  • Elsa Sjunneson (Uncanny Magazine), Burlseque and the lens of rewriting. Apparently Sjunneson's MA thesis was on burlesque and obscenity law, and I am disappointed it doesn't exist anywhere cite-able, only in fragmentary Twitter threads.
  • Joseph Osmundsson (Guernica, May 2020), The Future in Catastrophic Times.
  • highlyeccentric: A green wing (wing)
    Looking at my annual reading roundup for the year, I rather hope that the reason I read so few books was my podcast intake - certainly that might explain the two-year downward trend, although why I read fewer books this year, when I am actually being paid to read books, than I did last year, when I was not, is a depressing consideration.

    Music:

    Grace Petrie put out a Fairytale of New York cover:



    Her alternate lyric scans better than the Pogues' own alternate, although it obviously makes no sense within the song itself. It DOES strike me as a beautiful choice marking the song's shift into something closer to a carol in function than a pop song - ie, something about which the important experience is the present-and-continuous singing of it rather than a specific recording.

    Podcasts: I think the only one I've made much headway with is the Magnus Archives - now up to episode 70. I'll definitely give myself a break at the end of S2.

    Other: I got through the first half of this double lecture on Offensive Shakespeare, and a. it is cool and b. so, it seems, is Gresham College, a college which exists exclusively to give public lectures in London. Neat.




    Some links:

  • Frieda Moran (Conversation AU), From curried wombat to rendang and doro wat: a brief history of curry in Australia. I really liked this: it made sense of a puzzle that I ponder over occasionally. Namely, that I was pretty sure Indian and Thai and other curry-having cuisines were as foreign to most of my peers and my parents' peers as they were to me and my parents, growing up, and yet I knew people who ate things like 'sausage curry'. I had sort of supposed this was a hangover from 70s 'international foods' fads, but I've since checked the curry recipes in the Women's Weekly original cookbook and they bear significantly more resemblance to the intended cuisines than did the... odd... thing... that I once at a friend's place. Turns out curry has been around in Aus since the 19th century, which, duh. British Empire.
  • Rachel Handler (Grubstreet), What the hole is going on? The very real, totally bizarre buccatini shortage of 2020. Everyone on Twitter said you have to read this, and they were NOT WRONG. You have to read this.
  • Andrew Whitehead (BBC) She is beautiful, but she is Indian: the student who became a Welsh bard at 19. In 1914, the first woman to win the Eisteddfod at Aberystwyth College was a young girl from India.
  • Naveen Razik (SBS), How a regional Australian city became an unlikely home for hundreds of Yazidi refugees. Our refugee intake is far from enough, and our policies generally terrible, but I am very pleased when regional resettlement schemes work out.
  • Phillip Weiss, interview with Susan Abulhawa (Mondoweiss), Abulhawa on her Palestinian epic: It's really important for me for Palestinian characters and literature to speak their truth without apology
  • Randa Abdel Fattah (Meanjin Blog, July 2020), The Great Palestinian Silence. An old one I failed to save, apparently, because I couldn't find it when I needed to pull cites in a Twitter spat.
  • Roxana Hadadi (Pajiba), The questions of male consent that puncture both fantasy worlds of Bridgerton and Wonder Woman 1984.
  • David Eugster (SwissInfo), Switzerland's black market in sweet white powder. Quick on the heels of my recent interest in the sugar beet industry, I give you: saccharin smuggling!
  • highlyeccentric: Firefley - Kaylee - text: "shiny" (Shiny)
    Music:

    I have bought Vika and Linda's self-titled 1994 album, as discussed in last post.



    The Mountain Goats, most recent album and those I already own, are in high rotation (as they usually are in December). This year "I am going to make it through this year if it kills me" seems a bit on the nose as a motivational anthem though.

    My only other musical development is that I'm working on a morning routine that involves going straight from bed to the shower (difficult, but it used to be my standard and it's the only thing that works) and, regardless of that step, playing music in the bathroom so I maintain a sense of Time. Grace Petrie's Queer as Folk is my main go-to for this purpose.

    Speaking of, here is my new go-to Fairytale of New York (the Pogues re-record bugs me because their alternative lyric doesn't scan as well as 'braggart' would, why didn't they think of that? But this one has the objectively perfect solution):



    Podcasts Etc:

    Magnus Archives: I loved Mg63, The End of the Tunnel - in keeping with my love of both architecture nerdery and stand-alone episodes. I also was really impressed with Mag61: that was a LONG time to hold off on following up on episode 2. Ep 2 remains my hands-down favourite, largely because it didn't reveal any big bad. After a series and a bit I am okay with further development, and pleased it was fascinatingly inconclusive. Mag62, meanwhile, did nothing to derail my decision that Gertrude Robinson/Mary Keay shall be my rarepair of choice. I'm obviously not daft enough to get into fic when I'm this far behind, but if I ever catch up... that's where I'm headed.

    Paradise Lost: After Satan's stupid goodness we did not proceed immediately to Fruit, but rather to a fabulous interlude of Satan dancing a seductive snake-dance, licking the floor (shameful! also kinky!) and flattering Eve, who is an absolute delight in her mixed sensibleness and egotism.

    Slightly Foxed: I finished the Charles and Mary Lamb episode and loved it.




    Some links:

  • Joe Vaughan (The MERL), Why do we give each other socks? And other important questions. It's possible that no one is giving me socks this year and I'm not sure I'm okay with that.

    I've been trying to avoid breaking news this year, but these are articles covering complex news issues in interesting depth:
  • Anna Krien (The Age), Sailors on the Jag Annand and Anastasia languish while Australia's coal dispute with China heats up. I'm wondering if the China v Aus trade war is responsible for the fact that I keep finding Aus (probably - labelled Aus/NZ, no clear distinction) lamb fillets on sale here?
  • Karskens, Wilkins, Seymour, Watson and Wright (The Conversation AU), Friday essay: how a long-lost list is helping us remap Darug place names and culture on Dyarubbin, the Hawkesbury River. This is SO COOL in so many ways. Plus from later in the article I found out that the Sydney area has a Great Eel Being filling the role that is usually synthesised to Rainbow Serpent. Investigation online tells me it's eels at least as far south as Kiama but I don't know how far north. The Worrimi funded a Rainbow Serpent installation in Raymond Terrance this century, but the artist was (while raised in Raymo) of Warradjuri heritage, so that might not tell me anything. This page of general information on the Dreaming from the Worrimi gives a local name for the Rainbow Serpent, so I am guessing it's serpents around home? I wonder where the eel/serpent boundary is. (It's not my BUSINESS, but I would like to know, in the way that I like to know I should bow to the little light in Catholic churches and high anglican ones, whether I should be looking at Port Stephens / Tilligery Creek and thinking 'good work, Eels' or 'nice job, serpent'.)
  • Catherine Bennet (The Conversation, Dec 18), Australia on alert as Sydney's northern beaches COVID cluter grows, linked to US strain. This is already old news in Aus, but might be interesting to others in countries where 'lol 5000 per day, at least it's not going up' is the modus operandi, in that BECAUSE the numbers are so low and BECAUSE NSW Health's contact tracers are 'Gold Standard' (contrary to twitter opinion that doesn't mean they should have stopped the outbreak - it means by gum they know how it happened, or at least where the info gap is) there's INCREDIBLY fine detailed information on transmission, and what we can and cannot know. As of the 18th it was clear that two venues in Avalon were key transmission sites on Dec 11, but it wasn't known, and afaik early morning 21st Aus time, still isn't known, how the strain got from the US to the Avalon Bowlo and Avalon RSL. One quarantine case is genetically close enough to have been the link, but the index community case still hasn't been found. Read it and feel nostalgic for a time when minute contact tracing was useful in your area, too.

    Plus some interesting but less deep ones:
  • Madison Erhardt (CTV news)Chapman's Ice Cream to play major role in storage of COVID-19 vaccine. This one is from Canada. I believe in the US Dippin' Dots' standard freezer is compatible with the COVID vaccine so investigations into collaboration are ongoing. What I find interesting about this is that Chapmans have BOUGHT two COVID-vaccine-compatible freezers, so apparently they didn't have them already. But there's a line saying Chapmans are *already* part of Ontario's pandemic plan (for three decades!), so they bought the freezers as soon as they found out the vaccine specs (rather than waiting for official vaccine rollout). It seems from the news reports that the freezers might be at Chapmans' expense. I really want more information on the pre-existing plan! Who made that happen? In how many OTHER places is 'well one day we're gonna need commercial freezers to roll out a vaccine, so we better have a deal with an ice cream company in advance' part of the advance plan? I love it.


  • That's it, that's all I've got, it's December. Oh wait, if you're not on Twitter you might need to know abou t this Christmas Anthropology thread by one Mohammad Hussain:





    Click through for the rest, which is all NOT WRONG.
    highlyeccentric: (Swings)
    Music:

    I bought Vika and Linda's latest album, Sunday (The Gospel According to Iso), which is a full-on gospel album. A good one, I think, and I'm enjoying it, but due to my maximum tolerance for Xn religious music I doubt any of the tracks will make my most-played list (which now has a threshold of about 70 plays, so, even things I really adore are taking Quite Some Time to make it in).

    Here's one track I've been enjoying- not the album version but apparently they've been doing a series of Sunday Sing Songs, and this was one they'd pre-recorded in expectation of lockdown:



    We had one Vika and Linda album when I was growing up - the first, self-titled one, Dad tells me - and I have 'Between Two Shores', a best-of they did a while back.

    Here's a track from the album, video also from the pre-recorded Sunday Sing Songs, where you can hear their two voices more distinctly. Vika, in the I <3 Jesus hat, has had more formal singing training, but they've been singing together since they were kids. Bonus points to anyone who can explain what purpose the potato serves.



    I thought I remembered a few occasions of asking to listen to Vika & Linda and getting redirected to The Black Sorrows (with whom they recorded for several albums - here's of my favourites), and that's backed up by Dad's comments when I asked about what album we had. Apparently we didn't listen to it much because my parents find Vika's voice 'hard to take' compared to Linda's 'mellow' one. I'd suspect something weird and racialised, except Linda's got the lower range, so... w/ever. It's a twang, certainly, but I quite like it? The track I linked to just now is one mainly featuring Vika, I think. (Here's We've started a fire, off the self-titled album, which I had forgotten about because it's not on the best-of but suddenly I am overwhelmed. I LOVED that song as a kid!)

    Here's a professionally mixed video version of Aint No Grave, which shows off both of their voices really distinctly. I like this one particularly because it's one that's best known in versions with male bass/baritone, and some female-fronted versions (like this Bethel Music / Molly Skaggs version) do sound like they're missing something, even with an alto or mezzo vocalist (maybe that's because white people can't be trusted to sing gospel, but Johnny Cash managed it).



    Thank you for coming with me in this nostalgia trip re Australian blues/soul music.

    Podcasts etc:

    I've got through a few more episodes of Magnus - I lost several hours too late one night researching the Oregon Trail thanks to Trail Rations.

    I finished Lovers of the Fallen Tower (Penumbra), and am ever more enamoured of Olala and her Tail.

    I think some Paradise Lost might have happened in there? Satan has been 'stupidly good' for a hot minute, so I guess everything's downhill from here.

    And finally, I'm most of the way through the Slightly Foxed episode on Charles and Mary Lamb and am agog with all i didn't know about them! The fact that Charles took on care of Mary after her violent breakdown (she killed their mother!), both supported and collaborated with her, and their friends not only accommodated his alcholism (plenty of men do that for other well educated men), but extended the same to Mary's ongoing mental ill health and her scandalous past? Sometimes humans are good, actually.




    Some links:

  • Zenobia Frost (Meanjin blog), What I'm reading. About queer (lesbian-centred) lit. I almost didn't read this because the twitter pull-quote was about happy endings, but the full paragraph (about The Price of Salt) is more nuanced. "it's not an ending at all - it's a promise of a future."
  • JK Murphy (Greatist), Letting go of finding one love. This is a nice gentle intro to relationship anarchism, and light on the self-righteousness that many RA afficionados exude.
  • Substack User Known Only As David, David Davis XIII Part 3: On Validity. About kink, but can apply to a LOT of queer axes: Maybe it’s because I don’t see what’s wrong with a kink or fetish being weird. In fact, isn’t that sort of the point? I wonder who it serves to pretend that people won’t think you are weird, or gross, or worse,
  • Leah Hampton (Guernica), Lost in a (mis)gendered Appalachia. Although it talks in some detail about Nina Simone, it could do with a little more digging into race and gender's intersection. Nevertheless, A Good.
  • Leah F (own blog), Trans History Will Hurt You. When I tell trans people trans history will hurt them, I do not mean, as trans theorygirl Andrea Long Chu says too often, that being transgender is bad for you. What I mean is that hurting is good for you.
  • Jen Pelly (Pitchfork), Meet Shameika Stepney. Apparently she remembers Fiona Apple, they're back in touch, and Shameika raps as Dollface/Chyna Doll, and there's a new collab track.
  • Zavi Engles (Folks: A Pillpack Magazine), The skin disease that gave the world socialism. Headline an over-drawn bow, but hey, Karl Marx was chronically ill. The more you know.
  • Rachel Combe (Elle), An awaking nightmare. On Upper Airway Respiratory Syndrome, a kind of sleep apnoea that lacks some of the markers of 'typical' sleep apnoea, and is more common in women.
  • Captain Awkward (own site), Chronically single abuse survivor tired of dating disasters. Another 'just a particularly good example of the advice column genre'. Long, but a bit tighter in structure than some CA of late.
  • S Johnathan O'Donnel (History Today), Illuminating Conspiracy. On the Illuminati panic as a trend-setter in American conspiracy fears.
  • highlyeccentric: (Sophistication)
    Music:

    I bought the new Mountain Goats album, and in unsurprising news I am loving it. I haven't yet developed individual favourites, although the title track is a strong contender.



    Consequently I have been listening to a lot of Mountain Goats back catalogue.

    Podcasts and Audiofiction:

    I think all I have to report here is a couple more Magnus episodes, which were decent - I enjoyed getting the Vampire Hunter guy back, and the episode was elevated by the postscript in which we found out what Martin had been lying about.




    Some links of possible note:

  • Zack Beauchamp (Vox, 2019), The anti-liberal moment.
  • Carissa Harris (Narratively), The Distinguished Medieval Penis Investigators. I enormously recommend this.
  • Aubrey Clayton (Nautilus), How eugenics shaped statistics. Notable for two things: firstly, from my standpoint as a medievalist it's an interesting window into how another field with deeply white supremacist origins is handling that; and secondly, in reading this I finally managed to get the concept of p-value and its relation to the null hypothesis into my brain.
  • Judge Ellison Sady Doyle (own blog), Wife Guy. A bit of a transition memoir piece.
  • John Paul Brammer (¡Hola Papi!), Will anyone ever love me. Just a particularly nice, warm example of the advice column genre, this is.
  • Jake Skeets (Emergence Magazine), The Memory Field. "Memory exists as a kind of spatiotemporal entity, because time, memory, and land are woven together."
  • Britni de la Cretaz (Catapault), How Queer Sex liberated me
  • Giorgio Ghiglione (Guardian), Underwater museum: how Paulo the Fisherman made the med's strangest sight.
  • Jennifer Crane (Changing Childhoods), Gifted Children in the 80s: What changed? I have some Feelings, most of them not great, about my psych's tendency to interpret my cognition and emotional processing as 'well that's because you're gifted', and this was... interesting context.
  • Irina Dumitrescu (Psyche), Get medieval on your haters: lessons from Beowulf and Chaucer.
  • highlyeccentric: (Swings)
    Music:

    According to Maria Dhavana Headey's twitter, I think on Thursday, her small son advocated a policy of hugging one's stuffed dragon tight and dancing to 'This Year' by the Mountain Goats. I embraced this policy, although I do not have a stuffy dragon.

    Yesterday I marked the calling of the race with The Carolina Chocolate Drops. Today I have remembered that The Mountain Goats have a new album out, and am checking that out on Spotify.

    Perhaps the best thing I listened to all week though was this:



    Podcasts:

    I am up to Mag 54. I quite liked 53, Crusader - didn't LOVE it but approved of its attention to detail. Special bonus points for having a Hospitaller knight instead of a Templar. <3 I LOVED 54, 'Still Life', chiefly because I loved the narrator, a man whose great passion is the prevention of money laundering, and who, having encountered unearthly horrors, ran away very fast, made a report to what seemed to be the correct body, and declared "well whatever they have going on, it's not money laundering" and plans to never think about it again. A+ priorities my dude.

    I particularly enjoyed how he enthused about the proprietor of the shop being "a good audience" for his money laundering infodump, except for the oddity of not making eye contact, "but I have a cousin with autism so that didn't bother me too much". My dude. My extremely special-interest-focused dude.

    Audiobooks:

    I've made it through the first part of the House of Fame, via the Chaucer Studio. I once had hopes of collecting the Chaucer Studio CDs, but I gotta admit, the download versions are cheaper and are what I actually *use* anyway.




    Some links:

  • Cord J. Whittacker, The secret power of white supremacy and how anti-racists can take it back. Whittacker gave a related talk at Notre Dame's Conway Lectures this week, but I wasn't able to make it due to time zones. I am... not exactly comfortable with the idea of reclaiming the language of chivalry and protection as leftist discourse, in much the same way as I am not comfortable with queer-inclusive religious discourse at the centre of queer politics: not comfortable but recognise the utility. I was a little surprised Whittacker didn't mention the Black Panthers in this article - you'd think they'd be right up the front of one's mind when thinking of anti-racist discourses of protection?
  • Kelly Connaboy, interview with Patricia Lockwood (The Cut), On Miette. Twitter's most important cat has an important backstory.
  • Kerrie Handasyde (AWHN blog), Women Preachers: What to Wear. On the politics of dress for early Australian preaching women in certain denominations. I have questions about Handasyde's interpretation of Violet Callanan (Churches of Christ) and her bible college photo in blazer, shirt and tie: Handasyde reads this as part of her self-styling in the vein of a male preacher, and the way it's presented in the text of the post you'd think the photo she referred to was taken AFTER Callanan was called to act as full-time preacher for a congregation unable to attract a minister. It's not. It's from her early training. Her masculine dress stands out from the other women in her cohort. I... have questions. The associated article may answer them, but I haven't read it yet.
  • Brian Resnick (Vox), How to talk someone out of bigotry with deep canvassing. This strikes me as the only reasonable halfway point between 'reach out to a trumpist' and 'ignore them and push the country forward', and applicable in a great many other situations likewise. Worth stressing though that it's emotional labour you need *training* in. There's no guarantee that untrained attempts will have simliar effect.
  • These two are a pair, both from LAST US election cycle: Peter Kruger's Quora answer to What don't most liberals realise, originally given I think in early 2017. And David Wong at Cracked, How half of america lost its damn mind, from after Trump won the 2016 nomination. Both of them, I think, drop the ball on race (Wong in interesting ways, given he's writing as an Asian-American from a rural area - it's like he doesn't quite see that there's layers of antiblackness completely different to the 'as long as they're just like us' factor governing his experience), but they have a LOT of good stuff to say on rural service provision and the fact that leftist organising focuses so much on cities. Both are writing about rural areas *without* a high number of black and hispanic agricultural workers, I note, but don't quite seem to realise that's a distinction they're making - but nor do the 'actually the agricultural working class are POC' takes note that they're talking about very specific agricultural areas. I dunno. I've been reading a lot of twitter threads, which I haven't saved, about the impact of county-level organising since 2016: the difference it makes, for instance, to polling station access if you get a democrat or independent in as ... whatever the US equivalent of Returning Officer is. County recorder?
  • Leslie Goldman (Marie Claire), To End Sexual Abuse in Churches, Dismantle Purity Culture


  • That's it, that's the links for the week. Obviously I have read a LOT of current US election articles, but none of them stood out as astonishingly different to what I can expect you've all read.
    highlyeccentric: Graffiti: sometimes i feel (Sometimes I Feel)
    Well, where I am not making progress READING many things, I have at least been powering through both music and podcasts.

    I am enormously enamoured of this sea shanty, for instance (as well as somewhat of the singer, Alex Sturbaum)



    Podcasts:

    I am now about eight episodes into Series Two of the Magnus Archives, and am intruiged by the new, paranoid Jon, and the voice acting appearance of Gertrude Robinson. I did not hate the finale of s1 as much as I thought I might, given all the WORMS.

    I also listened to, and really enjoyed, the Knight School podcast episode on Race in Medieval Romances with Sierra Lomuto. I had passed over Knight School, a by-students-for-students medieval studies podcasts, because the title lead me to think it would be rather chivalric-idealisation stuff, but no! I am extremely happy to have been wrong.

    Plus I listened to Jonathan Fruoco's talk Chaucer et la france: une rapide tour de l'horizon, which is not about Chaucer the man's relationship with France, but results from surveys he did in preparation for his big French translation project, regarding how much if anything Francophones know about Chaucer. TL:DR many people know the Canterbury Tales, few can name the author - inverse of most Anglophone countries, although I would be very interested to run such a survey on Australians in comparison to Brits and Americans.




    Some links of note:

  • Matthew Salesses (Longreads), To grieve is to carry another time
  • CJ Lynch (Neuroclastic, own blog), 'It's a spectrum' doesn't mean what you think. I found the visuals on this really helpful in laying out something I technically know but couldn't easily visualise.
  • BlackGirlLostKeys (Own blog), Vertical Heterophoria: the ADHD related eye condition you've never heard of.
  • John Fabian Witt (NYT), Republicans are quietly upending public health laws. I'm actually kind of impressed to hear US courts USED to rule in favour of public health measures.
  • Patrick Blanchfield (The New Republic), The town that went feral - review of the fabulously named book 'A Libertarian Walks Into A Bear'.
  • Theodore McCombs, interview with Carmen Maria Machado (Electric Lit), A perfectly normal interview with Carmen Maria Machado Where Everything Is Fine. I can't tell where lit crit and acting diverge here, but I guess that's the point.
  • Kalhari Jayaweera (Kill Your Darlings, 2019), Tom Holland's 'Umbrella', Womanhood, And Me.
  • Riley Black (Slate), We finally know what a dinosaur's butthole looked like.
  • Kalhari Jayaweera (Kill Your Darlings), What happened to Bend It Like Beckham's Post-Racial Utopia?. What indeed.


  • Good grief. I have finally caught up on unposted links. Not, alas, on unread tabs.
    highlyeccentric: Sign: Be aware of invisibility! (Be aware of invisibility)
    I have been loop listening to Alex Sturbaum's album 'Loomings' lately, but as often happens with me and new albums, songs creep up on me one by one. First BIG SEA SHANTY Mood, then I zoomed on on 'Sweet Mary Starbuck' for its excellent queer vibes, and this morning the lyrics to 'Stand Steady' (which I had been processing as either a sea shanty or a war ballad) caught me.

    YouTube delivered this.



    Some of you needed these extra feels. And by some of you I mostly mean monksandbones, but possibly others also.

    (But also slight, yeowch. The album came out in July, I assume the song was written in March... some of the lyrics about 'when the bars are back open we'll buy you a round' clearly did not forsee the nonsense that would evolve this summer)
    highlyeccentric: Tea: it's what winners drink (Tea - for winners)
    I have acquired the three Washington singles I had thought would be on the album, but which are not.



    Podcasts: I listened to, and really enjoyed, The Spouter Inn's Moby Dick episode and Moby Dick bonus episode.

    I listened to and enjoyed Kate Lister's The history of a nasty word, on the word 'cunt', although I warn you her approach to etymology is more... artistic than accurate. And I'm irrationally annoyed by her including Gwerful Mechain as an example of use of 'cunt'. THE POEM IS IN WELSH, KATE. THE WORD CUNT IS A TRANSLATION. The talk is, perhaps, most useful as an example of a kind of feminist performance art that hinges on embracing certain kinds of obscenity due to the obscenification of the female body.

    Finally, I'm into book 9 of Paradise Lost with Anthony Olivera, and enjoying the return to the closet-drama style sections with their wild Satanic soliloquies.




    Some links / essays of interest:

  • Brabble, Ludwig and Ewing (Nursing Clio), “All the World’s a Harem”: Perceptions of Masked Women during the 1918–1919 Flu Pandemic.
  • Kevin O'Sullivan (Irish Times), Blonde hair, blue eyes often not dominant characteristics of irish vikings, study finds. I read a lot of pop sci takes on this and the abstract of the actual article (also saw the spectacular promo photos taken by two of the researchers, which are not included in this article: they feature a young brunette guy dressed as a viking looming over his blonde, older, slave). For some reason this is the one I saved.
  • Daniel Lavery (The Shatner Chatner), The golden calf,in order of, do I love her, is she my best friend.
  • Dion Kagan (Sissy Screens), Portrait of a Gaze on Fire: Review Essay.
  • Taliah Mancini, interview with Eula Bliss (The Nation), The stories we tell about class. Re: Bliss' new book, Having and Being Had.
  • Jeremy Levine (Shelterforce), It's time to move on from community concensus. A good look at some of the major problems with concensus model consultation (not the same as bottom-up consensus model decision making, but I am not convinced that those are free of similar problems either).
  • Ruby Tandoh (The New Yorker), How A Cheese Goes Extinct. Recommended for those who loved The Glitter Article or the Guardian sandwich longread.
  • NPR discussion with a group of poets of colour, When poets decide who counts.
  • Tiffany Higgins (Guernica), In the ruins of paradise. A pensive account of the 2018 Oakland fires, sharply relevant this autumn.
  • Jesmyn Ward (Vanity Fair), On Witness and Respair. Re: the death of Ward's husband, and grieving during COVID.
  • Jeanette Ng (Own blog), On identity, performing marginalisations, and the limitations of ownvoices: or, why I can't just repeat my uncle's joke about eating dogs.
  • Sandra Muniz (Fashion History Timeline), 1866: Toulmouche, The Hesistant Fiancée. Mainly recommended for the painting, which: WOW. I can't help reading it in contrast to the cover of my edition of Good Wives. The Toulmouche might even have been a reference image, Meg's dress in that cover painting is WAY too lux for the narrative.
  • The Tetrapod (anon education blog), They just said the quiet part out loud: time for some fascist PSHE. The new UK guidelines for sex and relationships education are WORRYING, folks.
  • highlyeccentric: Divide by cucumber error: reinstall universe and reboot (Divide by cucumber)


    New Washington album is out! And it is A Good. However, it doesn't contain 'Dirty Churches' (or Claws, or American Spirit), which I had with some difficulty restrained myself from buying as a single because presumably it would be on the forthcoming album. Very, very odd.

    Otherwise I continue to enjoy the new TSwift and the two Namoli Brennet albums, and I've been listening to Murder Ballads' 'Pretty In Scarlet' a bit again.

    Podcast wise, a couple more Magnus. I am not looking forward to the Great Worm Showdown i assume is coming. And I listened to The Spouter Inn's episode on 'Song of Myself', and certainly I enjoyed hearing them talk about Whitman more than I have ever enjoyed attempting to read Whitman. A bit more progress with Paradise Lost has also happened - I got as far as the infamous angel sex passage.

    Finally, I listened through, and greatly enjoyed, and would recommend, the Lords of Misrule audio drama of The Canterbury Tales (just the Knight, Miller and WOB's tales - and those familiar with the rapey-er elements will note the WOB's prologue is strikingly free of domestic violence, and her tale has been strategically changed: the script was originally written for public performance outside York Minster, which I suspect has something to do with that).




    Some online essays I have enjoyed of late:

  • Rebecca Rukeyser (LitHub), Yearing for my grandmother Muriel Rukeyser
  • Teddy Wayne (New Yorker), Small Talk in the Black Death. This is probably a lot funnier if you wouldn't prefer to read in-depth analyses of plague-era social norms and their commonalities or divergences from now, over shallow satire. As shallow satire goes it's pretty good.
  • Sari Altschuler and Paul Erikson (The Panorama), Charles Averill's The Cholera Fiend: Fiction For a Pandemic. This describes a hillaribad piece of CHOLERA CONSPIRACY THRILLER FICTION, i love humans.
  • Hillery Stone (Guernica), Fever in the Woods. I think I mentioned this one in my last reading post preface. It's... if you've got kids or any kinda Ish to do with kids and rural medical access this might be one to treat with caution.
  • Paige Turner (Poly.Land blog), When polyamory doesn't revolve around men. Features a man who cannot comprehend the existence of a triad composed of lesbians.
  • Sam Dylan Finch (Healthline), ADHD: quick focus boosts. Most of 'em seem pretty sound for most distraction / procrastination brains.
  • Steacey Easton, interview with Alex Sturbaum (CountryQueer), Looming with Alex Sturbaum. I believe I need Sturbaum's album soon.
  • Laura Newberry (LA Times), Therapist uses doll play to remind black girls of their innocence. More concretely, to encourage imaginative play, develop emotional awareness, and build age-appropriate social bonds. There's a line in there about adultification - "As a therapist, Curry knew that if children aren’t given the time and space to play, imagine, explore and be free of the pressures and stresses of their world, there’s a much higher chance that they will be more childlike as adults." That obviously affects Black kids disproportionately, but it also snapped into focus some things I recognise in some of my white queer peers.
  • Emillio Carrero (Guernica), The Season of Children. Memoir piece about a post-hurricane period when the author and another child of colour turned on a socially inept white friend of theirs. Contains pretty brutal scenes of bullying.
  • Sophie Haigney (LARB), Makeshift refuges: Edith Wharton's homebuilding.
  • Hayley Gleeson (ABC news), Men with nowhere to turn. A thoughtful piece on men as victims of domestic violence - i was particularly struck by the part where Gleeson says she contacted a number of domestic violence charities, who typically told her that they do provide services for men, but would not speak on the record about it for fear of their statement being picked up by MRAs. On the other hand, there are some things Gleeson doesn't interrogate here - the way she tells the lead example story it rather sounds to me as if both the adult man AND his female partner might be victims of abuse at the hands of the partner's teenage son.
  • Sam Knight (Guardian UK, 2017), How the Sandwich Consumed Britain. On the history of the supermarket sandwich and the (then - i wonder how covid has affected this?) booming sandwich trade in the UK. ABSOLUTELY FASCINATING, do recommend.
  • highlyeccentric: French vintage postcard - a woman in feminised army uniform of the period (General de l'avenir)
    I'm still very much enjoying Namoli Brennet (I have two albums, Boy In A Dress and The Simple Life, her first and latest). There are very few of her tracks on YouTube, other than Boy In A Dress, which I've already posted, so you'll have to take my word for it. One odd thing is that aside from Boy In A Dress and one called 'The Works of Man', none of the individual songs really stick in my mind? But I find both albums a Good Vibe.

    Podcasts and audiofiction: I'm making some headway with Paradise Lost, via Anthony Oliveira's podcast. Made it as far as the creation of Eve, as told by Adam, tonight.

    I feel that the difference between raised-catholic queer (Oliveira) and raised-protestant queer can be epitomised in my reaction to his interpretation of Adam's tale:

    Anthony waxes lyrical about Anne Carson (via Carly Rae Jepsen, natch), and her concept of 'art without a personal centre, a hole in the middle left open for God', and the compulsion to companionship and love.
    Meanwhile, me: Life without - God's Love - is like a DONUT! (Context. You gotta wade through, like, TV kids giving thanks to God before you get to the psychedelic song).

    I've also made headway with Magnus - I found Hive interesting, clearly an important piece of the Ongoing Plot, but I didn't love it (this is a pattern: I am way more impressed with the tight standalones than the ones intricately bound with the overarching plot). First Hunt I quite liked for how it wasn't contributing plot *pieces*, but it was developing plot *themes* - good refraction there, although I must admit I was a bit surprised by the show's stepping so far into a clear vegetarian politic. Boatswain's Call, meanwhile, I really loved - it exhibited the thing that first impressed me about Magnus, the restraint: you never see the monster, you *never even find out what the monster was or does*, or if there was a monster at all.




    Meanwhile, links backlog!

  • Maya Alexandri (LitHub), Navigating the dual nightmare of an opiod epidemic and a global pandemic. Problems with framing opiod addiction as an epidemic granted, this is... a harrowing piece.
  • Merve Emre (The Point), The Longing Man. Yearning, indecision, impossibility—the frustrated agency of romance proves endlessly fascinating to the longing man. He believes in soul mates, in beloveds and in the inevitability of cultivating his feelings for them, in cultivating his feelings through them.
  • Abby Dockter, interview with Irina Dmitrescu (Essay Daily), Digesting Texas, And Other Pursuits of a Fusion Medievalist.
  • Jessica Xing (Electric Lit), Lesbian Pulp Novels Made Me Feel Normal.
  • Sonia Saraya (Vanity Fair), How Immigration Nation's filmmakers captured America's broken immigration system. What's striking about this is that they were given unprecedented access to ICE enforcement teams, without lying to them about their film, because ICE just *assumed*, couldn't really conceive of any alternative, that they were doing a gung-ho 'Border Security' style take.
  • Rachel Corbmann (Notches), Lesbian networks of (cat) care during the sex wars. What it says on the tin.
  • Lauren Gravitz (Spectrum News), At the intersection of autism and trauma
  • Olivia Rutigliano (LitHub), The #ReclaimHerName controversy ignores the authorial choices of the writers it represents.
  • Catherine Taylor (TLS), The story of a new name (same topic as previous).
  • V.S. Naipaul (The New Yorker), The Strangeness of Grief. Contains many more things than kittens (including, alas, the death of the cat that was once a kitten).
  • AphroChich (The Spruce), The History and Uses of Indian Charpoy Beds. These were mentioned in Ibn Battutah's Travels, and I couldn't picture them from his description. Research lead me here!
  • Scott Robinson (Overland), Loneliness without privacy: on isolation under lockdown.
  • highlyeccentric: The Wiggles character Dorothy the Dinosaur (Dorothy the dinosaur)
    All the Discourse surrounding Cardi B and Megan Thee Stallion's WAP (which i have listened to, it's not bad but I'm not super into rap) lead me, courtesy of twitter, to discover the 1930s blues singer Lucille Bogan.



    This is one of her less explicit pieces, but also, a significant Mood.

    Still enjoying Taylor Swift and Namoli Brennet.

    Podcasts and audio fiction: Finished the Garth Greenwell book, finally. Made a little headway with Paradise Lost. Listened to a French podcast L'anachronique culturelle, episode about King Lear, which wasn't extremely insightful but did suffice as listening practice. Also listened to the Spouter-Inn episode on Dante's Inferno, which was a joy.

    More notably, I've finished s2 of Unwell, and am greatly enjoying the SCIENCE GHOSTS and the FAMILY DRAMA.

    I have also listened to some of Uncanny Magazine's podcast (having been recommended Away with the Wolves by Sarah Gailey, and resumed Magnus Archives (with the s1 episode about the meatworks, ugh).




    Some Links of Note:

  • Rachel Miller (Vice), A beginner's guide for "straight" women who want to act on Queer feelings. This contains mostly very good advice delivered sensitively and well, and some, IMHO, spectacularly poor advice as well!
  • Amanda E Herbert (History Workshop), Treble-Hearted: Queer Intimacies in Early Modern Britain. Describes a 17th c English Catholic ... triad. Of a sort (a sister, her brother, her friend who married her brother) that doesn't describe well in 21st c terms.
  • Eliza Robertson (Chicago Review), Who is "Inconspicuous Woman"? On reading, solitude and the space between.
  • Emily Temple (Lit Hub), Is this the end of writing in cafés?
  • Brendan Borrell (Audabon), The Parrot King. It is, it is, a glorious thing, to be a parrot king! And I don't usually read true crime but I would 100% read a full length true crime book on parrot crime.
  • highlyeccentric: Sign on Little Queen St - One Way both directions (Default)
    In news that surprises no one, I, a Known Queer, am listening to Taylor Swift at the moment. Including her previous two albums - nothing since 1989 had grabbed me, but I regret to report that with the benefit of hindsight and the Discourse having moved on, I quite enjoy Lover. 'London Boy' is a bop and the person who had the long post about the improbable sequence of locations is a killjoy.

    As far as Folklore goes: I want it to be known that I believe the protagonist of Betty to be a younger version of the protagonist of Fiona Apple's 'Ladies', and I will not be taking criticism on this belief. Unless, of course, someone wished to posit that Betty herself grew into the speaker of Ladies. (I am choosing to believe that Ladies is about messy bisexual poly feels, because I can.)

    In non-musical news, I have once again made little progress with audiobooks and none with podcasts. Ho Hum.




    Links:

  • Kate Lister (inews UK), I was diagnosed with ADHD at 35: the biggest hurdle was convincing everyone it's real.
  • Sheldon D, on the work of Pablo Maurer (FlashBak), Photographer updates postcards of 1960s resorts in their abandoned ruins. These are fascinating as art, and for urban exploration, and with context provided as a peep into a very specific economic and social bubble of 1960s America.
  • Ana Valens (Daily Dot), Public sex is at the centre of a queer culture war. Set off an intense Twitter Discourse, this did.
  • Lucy Scholes (LitHub), A Woman Alone In London: On the Literature of Solitude
  • Autistic Science Person (own blog), The spoiled brat stereotype and autistic children
  • Marie Mutsuki Mockett (LitHub), Is there a better way for the left to talk about American Christianity? This is very, very good.
  • highlyeccentric: Manuscript illumination - courtiers throwing snowballs (medieval - everybody snowball)
    As usual I have made very little headway with podcasts, as in, nil. I HAVE been able to concentrate on audiobook again, a bit, and am about an hour from finishing 'What Belongs To You'.

    Music, however, is new!

    Acquired: The King Princess EP 'Make My Bed', which is okay but no patch on her album. Two albums by Namoli Brennet, a trans woman country singer: her earliest, Boy In A Dress, and her latest, The Simple Life.






    Some links:

  • Brandon Taylor (Lit Hub), Going quiet as the world goes loud: on private anxiety in a very public pandemic
  • Irina Dmitrescu (Lit Hub), Someone is wrong on the internet: a study in pandemic distraction
  • Amy Poeppel (Lit Hub), I can't believe readers are still getting upset over f*cking swearing
  • Gnaomi Seimens (Words Without Borders), Translating the ancient female voice as queer. I am not without qualms about some of the assumptions underlying this, but it is interesting.
  • Zadie Smith (NYRB), Fascinated to presume: in defense of fiction. Here Smith argues *for* writing the "other" and is troubled by the strict emphasis on own-voice/own-experience writing. It would be doing her a disservice to say that that is all this article does, though, and she has a lot of deft nuance around who writes which other and the role of stereotyping.
  • Jonathan (Interfaith Now), The purity hoax. On Elizabeth Elliot, the Evangelical sex/marriage advice author.
  • highlyeccentric: Image of a black rooster with a skeptical look (gallus gallus domestics)
    Music: I have bought no new music and developed no new habits. I did listen through several Whitlams albums for the first time in a while, that was nice as long as I didn't think too hard about it.

    Podcasts and audiobooks: I think I got through only one more episode of Unwell. My brain is sliding off audio content right now.

    I did listen through the podcast version of Dirty Wifi by Porpentine Charity Heartscape with Shiny this morning. One day I should expose them to a story I unhesitatingly love as opposed to something that I'm like 'well THAT was weird Shiny should know about it'.

    That's it, that's all I've got audio content wise. Not a very exciting development I'm afraid.
    highlyeccentric: Four years of college, and plenty of knowledge, have earnt me this USELESS degree! (Four years of college)
    Music:

    Having subscribed to the Unwell patreon (Hartlife NFP) I have downloaded Michael Turrentine's 'John the Revelator' as well as the 'Rusty Standish' track Lost that I mentioned two weeks ago. I am enjoying it a lot.

    Otherwise I have made no new music purchases and developed no notable listening habits. I think maybe I did a nostalgic sweep back through my Libera albums and some choral compilations shortly after last post?

    Postcasts and audiobooks:

    I am really struggling to get through Garth Greenwell's What Belongs To You because of the embarrassment squick. I had to go to googlebooks and read ahead for one particular scene involving his teenage friend/crush, because I just could not handle the buildup at spoken speed. And now we are done with the retrospective and back to Awkward Encounters With Mitko.

    This is such a good book, and SUCH a well done audiobook, but I really should have had it in text form.

    Podcast wise, I finished S1 of Unwell! The finale was An Experience! I am now struggling with the opening double-parter of S2. I am familiar with house fire gothic, and, despite early traumatic exposure to Jane Eyre, can usually cope. I am familiar with Weird Forest Shit gothic, that's fine. But, given my particular phobias, 'Forest Fire Gothic' is REALLY STRETCHING MY CAPACITY TO COPE, especially at spoken speed.




    That's about it. I should do some links, but... naaah.
    highlyeccentric: Sign: Be aware of invisibility! (Be aware of invisibility)
    Right now I am listening to The Mountain Goats, Talahassee, because... there's a never a bad reason for that album, honestly.

    I have been listening to a fairly consistent rotation of Dessa and Grace Petrie, with Fiona Apple and Gillian Welch for variety. Garbage for running to.

    I also bought the earlier album, 'Leaving Eden' by the Carolina Chocolate Drops, and it's quite good, although I don't love it like I do Genuine Negro Jig.

    Finally, I added Heartlife NFP to my Patreon subs, in order to acquire some music associated with the podcast Unwell - chiefly the song 'Lost', attrib in-verse to Rusty Standish. It is an extremely good track that reminds me a lot of early Fleetwood Mac. It's described in the show as fitting the mid-70s aesthetic, and gentle, but "Something with a little bit of blood on it. Like a hawk gliding back to its nest with a sparrow in its claws." Undoubtedly there's a more obvious reference point than early Fleetwood Mac, but my 70s music knowledge tends toward the pub-rock end of blues rock, and less toward the folk-blues. I suspect [personal profile] kayloulee would have three or four citations immediately, courtesy of her parents' music collection.

    Podcasts and Audiobooks:

    I have finally finished part 1 of Garth Greenwell's 'What Belongs To You', which is beautifully done, but because it doesn't flinch from the awkward, the embarrassing, the morally murky but rather fillets them with a fine knife - well, the audiobook format wasn't as good a choice as I thought. I keep shrinking away from the narrator as he does things he will later regret. But I am in awe of Greenwell's craft. A friend said on their locked twitter they were getting sick of the relentless imperative to Happy Morally Upstanding Gay Content and turned to Greenwell, and that is exactly the need this is filling for me. Greenwell doesn't give two hoots about establishing that queers can be *happy*: he is interested in displaying, in an art work of words as sharp as a dagger and as carefully wrought as blown glass, particular and distinct shades of emotion, experience that it would be a huge disservice to render down to "loneliness", "regret", "desire", "gratification", or, least of all, "happiness". (I wonder, is the Anna Karenina maxim true here? Happy queer stories are all alike, but unhappy queer stories are all unhappy in their own way? The way other people talk I gather most people see uniformity in those that end with anything less than HFN, but... I do not.)

    Also making some more progress with Unwell - less than i'd hoped, partly because I had a revival of work-related energy this past week and kept going into the evenings, partly because I devoted reading time to 'The Mercies' and partly because I wanted to prioritise What Belongs To You and was flinching from it, resulting in no listening at all.
    highlyeccentric: Image of a black rooster with a skeptical look (gallus gallus domestics)
    I bought a Greatest Hits compilation of Nathalie Imbruglia tracks last week. It's weird - I owned White Lillies island but not the other two albums covered by the compilation; I'd forgotten a couple of bangers, chiefly 'Wishing I Was There', and then some tracks I would swear I have never heard at all - and this was in the period when I was still listening to the radio!

    Here's one I vaguely remember, that I have decided is Actually Pretty Good (but not a patch on 'Torn'. Is anything?)



    Here's Torn, because it's very important we all revisit 90s pop:



    I did think a bit about the song lyrics that my cusp-adolescent brain was fascinated with, identified as expressive of the Bigness of Sexuality. How many of them are about ... humiliation, abjection. "Cold and I am shamed, lying naked on the floor". Everything about The Verve Pipe's The Freshmen. No Aphrodisiac. I mean... at least I had Live's 'The Dolphin's Cry', which is very melodramatic and so on, but not, like, "here, sexual desire will wreck you".

    I mean, I'm still very much into that Aesthetic.




    Audio narration wise, I'm behind on podcasts because I devoted a chunk of listening time to the audiobook of Garth Greenwell's 'What Belongs To You'. Still got about four hours to go.

    DID get through the first Second Citadel episodes of S3 of the Penumbra; by the second one I had remembered that I actually do like Second Citadel! I especially like the new central character, and was happy to see Sir Mark back. Also listened to the Mick Mercury Christmas Special, which was just... a brilliant piece of stand-alone craft.

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